so i got a horrible past, being thrown from one hell to another i finaly gave up, my conclusion:
if i keep people away from my personal territory... um what others might call heart... they will not be given an option in hurting me but as i practiced this i learn't something, you just hurt yourself in this way so i decided to remove all felings that way i can not be harmed by others nor by myself and i would say that i was succsessfull exept for one thing i feel something, it is nothing that can be listed in a list of emotions as i do not recognice it

My question is; what can i do to remove this very irritating feeling?

Note: ever since the emotions left me alone i have felt this way