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20 Aug 2007
Here's an update on the situation... My fiance ended up breaking up with me after I told him I was abused as a child.
I was pretty upset since he is the first boyfriend that i've told. I know deep down that I'm better off finding out what his true character was prior to being married, but it still hurts.
He wont speak to me at all now & Ive lost what I thought was a friend as well as my future husband.
Im trying very hard to stay positive and "look on the brightside" but its difficult to feel good about myself because past feelings keep surfacing... has anyone else had to deal with this in the past? Tonight I feel particularly sad and lonely.
31 Jul 2007
I've decided to focus more of my energy on my health!
I weigh 230lbs and my goal is to weigh 180lbs ~ So I need to lose 50lbs to reach my goal.
I've started to eat healthier & walk daily.
Im keeping a food journal but since I'm not sharing it with anyone I feel free to cheat and not write it all down sad.gif
Is there anyone on here who would like to be my Health Buddy? I think if I knew I had to check in with you then I'd be more apt to stick with it!
Even if there is no one interested at this time, I will check in weekly to update my status here.
So My first short term goals are to check in here next week & lose 10lbs by the end of August.
Wish me luck... I hear cookies calling!
30 Jul 2007
Hi I am 32 years old and a survivor of child sexual abuse by my older brother. The youngest I can remember the abuse happening was around age 4 and the last time around age 13. I didn't tell anyone until I was 26. By then I was suffering from severe deperession and post tramatic stress and I finally told my parents because they wondered what was 'wrong' with me. I went to a therapist for 3years and am proud of my surviving & work that I've done to heal. I still have tough days but for the most part I am much happier.
I have a boyfriend now who I have a healthy relationship with. We both trust & respect each other. However, I could not bring myself to tell him about my abuse early in our relationship. Recently, he has begun to talk about our future and marriage, so I felt that it was time to tell.
I told him that I'm not ashamed or trying to hide my past but that I feel it is very personal to me. He was great, he listened, watched me cry, held me, and told me he was thankful that I trusted him enough to share with him. That was 4 days ago.
Telling another person has made me feel very anxious. I feel like I need re-assurance that our (my boyfriend & my) relationship is okay. I haven't seen him since and our communication is limited to text messages because he is working out-of-town for another week. He hasn't mentioned the talk we had & seems very busy. I'm beginning to feel like I expect him to feel differently about me... like I am looking for him to maybe not want me anymore... which is silly but it's there. Telling a new person has opened up new insecurities and feelings that I'm not sure how to work through. Any advice would be most welcome. Thank you for your time![/font]
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