My partner has been on and off heroin for the last 5 years. It has just gotten really really bad.. I didnt know about all the times as i have never dealt with anyone that was a drug addict in my life. I have a 4 year old son from this man so i have been trying because of him. I have really had enough. I dont know much about the drug and the effects and withdrawals even though i have looked up many sites for information. I feel like i am lost and confused, hurt, anger, hatred, dissappointed etc.. I dont understand why i am suffering so much for his addiction. I feel so lonely as this is not something i can talk to anyone about. I am fine sometimes then boom, all of a sudden i think about it and just burst into tears. Every single day i am crying, im killing myself over all this and most of the time he isnt here and no phone calls or when i try calling him he just turns the fone off or doesnt answer my calls for hours and hours and hours everyday. im sick of him verbally abusing me and lying to me. I have just had it. I really dont know what to do. This is my second marriage. Please help me. Please help me with any information that i can get....